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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
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DESIRES♥

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♥Friday, October 14, 2011
@ 5:38 PM

Well, Mum isn't home yet and going to leave work in another 20 mins. Well I guess I was slowly forgetting you and treating you as a friend. Like rarely msging you now. Came to island to collect my pass and ended going drinking with you and the rest. Said a couple of fucked up things when I was drunk that I regret. Anyways found out that you had feelings for another guy. Didnt affect me as much as I thought. But since then its like you're kinda give me the cold shoulder. O well I guess it might be awkward to talk like a normal friend. And I just don't like that awkwardness. Maybe I'll try to break it

Today Kimmy kept asking me about you and I said we are friends...well sort of. But then she keep pushing and asking if I had any feelings for you. The answer would have been a no but she kept asking all other questions and now i'm going back to being confused.....

Hate this feeling honestly. Well if I go drinking tonight maybe I'll just keep a distance from you. Nothing against you but I'm just trying to fix myself.

Planning to got batam at the end of the year with nazmi , calvin, shakir and gerard. Really need this trip. Need to get away from all this family problems and girl problems. Miss the waves and surfing. O well Mum's still not home. Been more than a week and really miss her. But guess this is somethings I can't share too :):) Haha thank god people think my blog has changed.... O well I promised I will cut down on my drinking and I swear as soon as I can feel high I'll stop. God thanks for bringing me back to you. For now I can ask for no more than your acceptance. This time I promise I will stay. I'm never running away again. I'll be here for the good times and the bad


& to feel yours on mine again♥