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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES♥

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS♥





LINKS♥

Chandini
Dawn:P
DIANA ! :D
GEn
Hui wen
Jerome
Ralph
Robyn gwee!!
Syndris
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone


MY PAST♥

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♥Thursday, May 7, 2009
@ 8:04 PM

As i felt you falling into my arms...
Knowing that you will be mine forever....

Alas i duno if u did fall for me or just fell
after getting hurt by another...

Now i wonder if maybe i made the wrong choice....
Maybe you still have feelings for the old one but just find it hard to admit..

DESTINED FOR SADNESS

well...maybe im fated to always be filled with sadness my whole life...faking to ppl that im happy and advising ppl when icant even help myself....Maybe u still love him...but you just dont wana admit cause your too nice and you dont wana hurt my feelings...thats why u are ashamed to show me to him.....scared that he may see me with you....i just got such a stab in the heart when i heard those words....after all the sacrifices i did for you...all the things i done for you...all the lies i said. Also making my own flesh and blood go against me.....all these things i did and still...i deserve this?.....i just was so mood out and still am...your just ashamed of me and you just dont want him to know that you so called moved on....maybe you didnt...maybe ur just lying to yourself....i just dont wana think of any of this now....its just making me so distraught and almost got run down by a car when i was thinking bout this.....i just need my time and space...just trying to forget all my pain.....i threw my past away and stopped myself about ever talking bout my ex's....guess you and me are diff...well maybe im just cheated....i just don't know....im just a stranger in my house as usual....a criminal in my own house...all this for you....and i am just taking all this for you...
Maybe all this pain and problems im controlling is just a waste???


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Friday, May 1, 2009
@ 2:33 PM

Well...haven't posted in awhile....week2 of poly is over....its gettin more fun as the days pass but also getting stressful...got the call yest and suppose to report on mon but if i go on mon..i gotta miss lessons and lectures and my gpa is going to drop....just praying that can reschedule on thurs...if i can....one big burden is gone and i will be super happy....one of the problems and burdens gone in my life.....just keepin all inside of me....keeping it away from my family the first ppl im suppose to seek if i have problems...my mom and dad are just hating me from day1 since everythin started....my dad and me are real enemies and cant even get along....just dono how im gona go through all this....did my TEC tes today and got a 10/10....can't believe i proved to everyon in my family that im not a idiot....since secondary school my parents thinking that i wont come up in life and im a idiot....well just proved them wrong and well gave me hope that i can beat all the odds and live my dream....just kepping all of this emotions in me not even letting out to anyone in school....just wondering how long more can i keep this charade going....

Only you are the one person keeping me happy....you coming into my life has been the greatest thing ever....i just dont ever wana lose you....whenever i come home your voice is just the music that calms me down...thank you....now i must work hard to get my dreams and goals....nvr will i fall that low again...i will always stand tall...just wish i can control all my emotions and stop being this emo!!!! now happy go lucky boy:D..hopefully


& to feel yours on mine again♥