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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES♥

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS♥





LINKS♥

Chandini
Dawn:P
DIANA ! :D
GEn
Hui wen
Jerome
Ralph
Robyn gwee!!
Syndris
someone
someone
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someone
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someone


MY PAST♥

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♥Friday, November 28, 2008
@ 12:41 AM

Well....guess my friends were right....guess i really am emotionally attached to you even without me knowing.......but i just don't know what i will do if i ever lose you as a friend...you have been distractin me alot....in a good way...but i know that it was never meant to be...i guess what ppl say were right....but i just dont wana lose you as a friend...its just diff without you in my life.....on other news...considering to leave is just gettin on my head lately....wouldnt have to deal with any crap anymore....any lies or any betrayals....maybe i will start to get less disappointed.....guess i gotta really think after youth camp....just only hope that it would be a easier way out....

There is none like you
For that i will never forget you


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Tuesday, November 25, 2008
@ 10:02 PM

Wah not bad.... i bloggin everyday already sia....haha kk today dam cool day...met akk and ralph again for practice....and akk cam just 10 mins late....me and ralph were impressed...haha anw after akk eat roti prata and her fav curry..we began practice in the hall since my bro still sleepinin the room...then we playing songs....quite tiring afterawhile...then when ralph was playing worthy is the lamb, akk just combined it with god of wonders.....and i don't know if they felt it.....but could really feel the spirit there....dam cool sia!!..haha anw den we just continued addin in and combining songs.....we played alot of songs la!!...haha den we stopped liao cause we got kinda tired already......walao spotaneous praise sia....dam shiok and it all began with worthy is the lamb.....anw have practice tmr and must go confession tmr oso....preparation has begun for camp and prayover.....keep ur head in the current situation and camp val...don't let distractions block you....

You say you don't want to go away,
But just can't help but feeling that you indeed want to...


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Monday, November 24, 2008
@ 8:05 PM

Well.....now akk, ralph , my bro and me in my house playin ps2...haha and im owing them!!...i met akk and ralph at my house bout 2+ then go eat lunch.....then we practiced and pick songs for youth camp.....haha den like 5+ dam shag liao.....so play ps2.....ok now must go dinner liao....o ya....diana pang seh me again!! yest ...but not meetin but on the phone.....the mofo go sleep already la...idiot ass....im bored....want to go out soon....any1 available pls tell....:D...ok gtg dinner very hungry


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Saturday, November 22, 2008
@ 1:35 AM

Ok today was dam fun.....met gerard at kembangan....then we go siemei....from there we walked all the way to tampines....and seriously!!! its a dam long walk.....anw went aj's place and watched movies and avenged sevenfold live concert.......then ram and matthew joined us.....we played guitars...then me and gerard were restin in aj's room....then gerard just played some chords and doin some solos....then he suddenly ask me to put lyrics....haha i got suprised lor....


kk anw then i just for fun just put in stupid words and all....then after that it really sounded quite good....so i gave proper words and we finally made a song titled THE ONLY ONE....haha dont ask about the title....anw heres the song

Girl i need you more than you know
Sometimes i feel like im all alone
It feels like your gone forever
But your just next to me

I need you,
I love you,
You're the only one i need

Whenever i think of you, i feel like im in heaven
Whenever im close to you, it makes me whole
Whenever i see you, you make me melt inside
Now you know i need you by my side

At times alone i feel like you're around
I think of you and you appear
But girl you left me out there feeling cold
Now i need your caring arms

I need you,
I love you,
You're the only one i need

Whenever i think of you i feel like im in heaven
Whenever im close to you it makes me whole
Whenever i see you , you make me melt inside
Now you know that i need you by my side

I need you(more than anything)
I love you(love your presence)
Your the only one i need(yes i need you girl)
Your the only on i need


I know you are all critics....but this song is just dam nice la...cause the words really came from me lor...anwgot some ppl say its more pop than heavy....i will take that as a compliment....i duno why but i start loving acoustic songs more....anw hope we can make more songs like this


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Thursday, November 20, 2008
@ 11:51 PM

Well youth camp coming soon....preparation already begun....tryin to set aside everything thats in my head now.....keep it clear val....anw going aj's place tmr to meet up classmates again...i guess i may have lost the closeness i had with alot of my friends due to o'lvl....hope they will forgive me and just be like normal....how they used to be....i just wish that everything could be like last time...there was pain but didnt hurt as much as this...hope it will all just fade away....i just don't know why people think i like everyone....to all those out there....i like no1 k.....it took me awhile to forget my ex...and i aint that kinda sick and flirty guy who will like other girls when i still in that whole isolation mood....i forgotten my ex already and it doesnt mean im flirty alright...it will really be helpful if you all stop makin conclusions that i like some girls or believin false accusations about me....

I may not be perfect
But i always been true


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Tuesday, November 18, 2008
@ 10:36 PM

Well yest was grad night....because of some problems...really couldn't enjoy myself.....

CURRENT MOOD: REALLY FUCKED UP

what i am gona do about it? nothing.....guess i just suddenly lost hope in everyone....i just don't know....am i that fickle? Guess alot of ppl think so.....don't even know what gave them that idea....find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around man....guess the damage is done.....don't know what am gona do to get my lost reputation out there....maybe i should just fuck it like i used to.....


I wish things were the way they used to be


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Monday, November 17, 2008
@ 12:10 AM

PLEASE READ THIS!!!!

I just want to say im sorry for now.....its a really hard time for me now....trust me im getting more hurt then you by doing this.....i just need time off alright.....im really really sorry...please read this...and please dont hate me for this!!!!I need you more than you know....please im beggin you please


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Friday, November 14, 2008
@ 12:27 AM

OK.....today damn sui sui day....o lvls ended!!!:D...kk so after school we all like changed and ready to go out all.....we did alot of crap....will have a post specially for that....anw the major part of the day was...i got freakin new electric!!!!!fender!!!!!omg i am dam happy lor....thanks to my mum and bro lor....haha but now i gotta work to pay them back.....haiya.....nvm can one....anw i like made akk come all the way to swee le make her sound check and see everythin alright.....then after that we goaround findin amp...then dont have....so i gotta take akk one....then later she came over to my house waitin for curry cooked by my bro....haha!!! too bad no curry.....haha anw....then we watch some funy shows....then later we left and i go akk house to collect amp den wait like until 9 30 ....my parents came to fetch me....my dad not happy with me lor...idiot ass


Wah came home and tried it...omg its dam nice la!!!anw was thinking of naming it germaine at first....but since some ppl thinkin that when i say i love germaine...they think i love my good fren germaine....i have changed it to nicolette.....cause she was so honoured lor.....haha....anw happy o's over...can lepak everyday...and well waiting for artist license....pls come!! well been single for a year alrdy leh....mayb i shld start dating again....or mayb just remain single my whole life......duno la...i surrender all to god lor.....he will guide me......got so many days of slacking to do.....so if my attitude not good....cause im slacking too much...and sorry.....after a week or 2 will be back to my normal self...hehe till then sayonara troubles and worries:D

I will catch your tears,
Before they reach the ground


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Sunday, November 9, 2008
@ 10:06 PM

I told ya before...i dont want a relationship now....lifes just too complicated now.....talkin to dennis to day and its true....what goes around comes around.....and gives me more reason why i dont want a relationship now.....look i didnt know you were avoidin me cause you like me....and if your reading this....thanks for being frank with me....but like i said....im not a good guy for you.....i just got alot ofthings on my mind...i always wan you to be my friend....at least now i know why you have been avoidin me....hope u still talk to me as usual.....anw ill meet u as soon as my o's over....finally i know that you really dont hate me but the other way round....pls read this!!!!! will be your friend always:D


A relationship that always last is friendship


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Saturday, November 8, 2008
@ 8:52 PM

Wah...have been really stressing about o lvls....finally coming to an end....just this thurs....then time to party like rockstar....things to do after o's

Get tattoo artist license....
Become tattoo artist.....
Earn more money then i earn in gigs....
Change my attitude on things....
Relieve stress....

Wah alot of things but very lil time.....hopefully can do all these.....yest praise was alright....but real last min...never prepare so much.....hope people felt the spirit.....Anw iwan gave me a choice to go for this evanglical leaders camp....yeah i know sounds cool....but its a 12 day retreat....wah....still thinking bout it.....anw i have decided by the end of this year i shall become less mutt and less punk and less rocker and become more good boy....OMG!!!! kk try val try.....what if i wear proper jeans and shirt???...omg a whole new me....anw just wan2 get my mind cleared of some stuff already....

I really forgot my ex....so please stop saying i miss her aite...i dont like sharmini anymore....but then i just cant help you just avoidin me through out this year...eventhough you seem to act normal its just your actin differently to me....i just wish i can scream it out and ask you why.....but well guess im too scared....scared that you will hate me more...or you will start to hate me.....i really dont wana lose you....you really mean alot to me....stay by my side k:D...pls.....


Look into my eyes
Thats who i can live without


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Thursday, November 6, 2008
@ 7:57 PM

Depression

Regret

Confusion

I hate feeling like this....waiting for o's to be over.....enough of showin a fake smile everyday



Will yout still love morning me in the morning?


& to feel yours on mine again♥



♥Monday, November 3, 2008
@ 10:38 PM

Guess i really don't know what to say at times....always saying wrong things at wrong times....im sorry:(


Tonight i have fallen and i can't get up...

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up


& to feel yours on mine again♥