our love is a dead flower.

♥Friday, October 17, 2008

@ 11:00 AM

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
conjuring her deepest fears

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain sprayed on your youth whenever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
'cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll break you unchained)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...

'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

The reason why i keep puttin a7x live videos is to show the agony i have now!!!!err!!!a7x concert next week and got o's.....damn man!!!!aiya fate sia......anw really hope they come back again.....anyway this live video is like the most interactive one where everyone sings....even the rev....also is a damn touching song if you see the lyrics.....o's coming and getting really stressed....somre at home more stress....hope it al ends soon...

I left her when i found her

And now i wished i stayed

& to feel yours on mine again♥

♥Monday, October 13, 2008

@ 6:13 PM

Caught up in this madness too blind to see
Woke animal feelings in me
Took over my sense and I lost control
I'll taste your blood tonight

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Relax while you're closing your eyes to me
So warm as I'm setting you free
With your arms by your side there's no struggling
Pleasure's all mine this time

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

We've all had a time where we've lost control
We've all had our time to grow
I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right
I'll hunt again one night

You know I make you wanna scream
You know I make you wanna run from me baby
but know it's too late you've wasted all your time

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

Some live repressing their instinctive feelings
Protest the way we're built don't point the blame on me

Scream, Scream, Scream the way you would
if I ravaged your body
Scream, Scream, Scream the way you would if I ravaged

your mind

Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring
Cover me, unwanted clemency
Scream till there's silence
Scream while there's life left, vanishing
Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire
perishing

& to feel yours on mine again♥

♥Sunday, October 12, 2008

@ 12:05 AM

I freaking trusted you!!!!! cant believe i was so stupid!!!!! i actually believed you.....actually thought you really cared....but your like the others who came and went.....you hate me means tell it tomy face!!!!! you don't have to pretend......pretend to really care......if you want to ignore me...just do it....no need any freaking excuses ....if you dont like to talk to me or like me to be in your life just tell it!!!!! dont pretend!!!!!im the freaking idiot!!!!!God...im taking all this in......my one prayer to yo....happiness....just that one thing i need.....nothing else...the thing i have been longing for so long...i don't wana pretend am happy anymore.....please....just help me god.....and i just wan you to make my mind clear...if she doesnt care bout me.....then just make her go away......im sick of people faking things!!!!

What doesn't kill me....

Only makes me stronger......

Surrender and you shall be free of your sins

& to feel yours on mine again♥

♥Tuesday, October 7, 2008

@ 7:03 PM

Well been awhile since my last post....o's coming and am really stressed....cant think of anything else....argh!!! hate it......hopefully can be more peaceful after o's

If you have everything....
Then where will you put it all

Guess no one can be perfect or happy always.....im just really confused.....do you really like me.....if you do then why keep it to yourself.....just tell me...how would you know whatim thinkin....or do you just hate me and just pretendin cause am like a idiot who keeps talking....guess i really talked too much sometimes.....but seriously....if its true i hope you really tell me.......17 october is coming up.....i hate this date since last year.....it was the best day of my life....i thought i could still hold you i my arms this year too.....guess things change and people change....the best day just turned to the worst.......if only i had been more careful with my words.......i just don't know.....i just feel like im still alone sometimes.....and i got this feeling that everyone around me hates me.....why is this feeling coming to me......issit true or am i imagining stuff.......sometimes i even get the feel theres no meaning to anything.....guess people around me are starting to hate me again.....going back to the past man.......just hope i dont fall into the pit again......and i really hope everything changes and hope what i think isnt true......after her.....friends are the only thing i have left....hope that doesnt leave me.....

Im lonely

Im tired

And im missing you again

& to feel yours on mine again♥

MY TWITS:D