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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES♥

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS♥





LINKS♥

Chandini
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MY PAST♥

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CREDITS♥
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♥Monday, October 10, 2011
@ 5:47 PM

Well Its 10 more mins to the end of work. My mum finally replied and I dont think shes coming home tonight. I think I'll just go home change and get out of that godforasken house. Just sit around the places I grew up with. Take my guitar along and my cigarettes. Go to these places and just play. Rock out like how I used to. Just trying to get inspirations of infusing songs or playing alternate versions of songs. Thats what I've missed and What I havent done in a long time. Just cigarettes and guitars.

I don't know where's life heading for me now. Feel so empty. Like how kimmy felt a few days ago I myself now feel soul less. Guess I lost it somewhere yesterday or left it there. Music heals all. If God does have a plan for me then well I'll just follow. Whether he leads me on a straight road to hell or a road to repentence, hell knows. At first I always thought I had the fear of being alone. But now being alone doesnt sound that bad. I dont need a girlfriend , I dont need flings, I dont need people hurting me again. I don't need friends who stab me in the heart like all you motherfuckers...... I want to walk this road alone. Its my cross to carry and I dont need help. I've been raised to be independent , to be on my own. I can do this on my own. Going to be a hurtful path but I'm dragging anyone with me this time. Some battles you have to fight alone. When you suffer there's when you find solutions how to escape all that pain

God If you still want to listen to me and my prayers. I just ask for my family's well being. I dont give two fucks about myself anymore. But if you could, find my soul for me. If you need help its the ones thats shattered into a million pieces. Just bringing back one piece would do


& to feel yours on mine again♥