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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES♥

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS♥





LINKS♥

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♥Monday, October 3, 2011
@ 2:57 PM

Alright, can't believe im doing this after so long. Well here it goes. Things that happened in the past 2 years.

-Me and diana got together
-Went to ngee ann poly
-Joined triatholon
-Was keeping a high GPA
-Joined segway
- Met new friends
-Picked up smoking
-Picked up drinking excessively
- Made new enemies
- Increase in anger trigger points
- Me and diana ended our relationship
- Feel more alone then I've ever felt
- Did badly in school
- Currently.....Just confused

Guess its been a roller coaster ride and i was in the front seat.
In the past all my st pats bros where there now i only have Gerard and sometimes Husain left.
All those fuckers left just like that.
I used to play the guitar everyday and think of new lyrics for new songs
Now I barely touch my guitar anymore
I used to play soccer almost everyday
Now i rarely even touch the ball anymore
2 years ago I had everything figured out in life
Now reality has struck and I just don't know what to do anymore

Well i'm now in the office writing this and I just wished that someone can tell me, what am I to do. When I used to have God all in my life, it just seem to flow. It just seemed that everything is taken cared off. But now I dont know what to listen to or who to trust anymore. I gave into the temptations of society. Instead fighting against the dogs I became the dog. I just wished that God really did have a plan for me cause for now I dont have a plan for myself. Everything is just so confusing. I used to know what I want to do in life now I just don't know whats the next plan. I used to be the optimist but look at me now.

Honestly are people trying to mind fuck me on purpose? Is this for all the wrong I did in this fucking excuse for a life I had. If it is then thanks, I've been broken beyond repair and I just don't want anyone beside me anymore. I rather walk this world alone cause thats what the universe wants me to do.

HEY I CANT LIVE IN HERE ANOTHER DAY
DARKNESS HAS KEPT THE LIGHT CONCEALED
GRIM AS EVER
HOLD ONTO FAITH AS I DIG ANOTHER GRAVE
MEANWHILE THE MICE ENDURE THE WHEEL
REAL AS EVER
AND I'M CHAINED LIKE A SLAVE
TRAPPED IN THE DARK
SLAMS ALL THE LOCKS
DEATH CALLS MY NAME
AND IT SEEMS I'VE BEEN BURIED ALIVE


& to feel yours on mine again♥