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HELLO
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS





LINKS

Chandini
Dawn:P
DIANA ! :D
GEn
Hui wen
Jerome
Ralph
Robyn gwee!!
Syndris
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone


MY PAST

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CREDITS
designer: Pu Fang((:
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
@ 10:52 AM

Vally has lost control of all his emottions...
Vally has to stop his past from haunting him anymore
Vally has to stable his emotional health before suicidal memories return
Vally has to make sure that his past nvr comes back to his memories
Vally has lost control of himself
Vally feels that lonely feelings coming upon him again
Vally i going through de ja vu and his past is repeating
Vally has done bad things in his past
Vally is no more that bad guy he used to be
Vally is going through depression and is showing it out
Vally has to make sure he does not leak any of his sadness or burdens out
Vally just wants to be alone for awhile
Vally is not bad
Vally has to one to seek or find for help
Vally has only GOD with him
Simply put....vally is going emo again...and he just hates it!!! I DONT WANT MY PAST BACK!!!I FREAKING THREW IT AWAY!!! STOP COMING BACK!!!! I WANT TO BE HAPPY NOW!!! ITS NO MORE LIKE HOW IT USED TO BE!! I need to control all this emotions and stop my emotions from controlling me...its just so hard when sadness is feeling u and all those nasty sad memories come back...I just cant help it when ppl talk bout my past or everyday things remind me of it.....it just brings me back to the old me where i love to hide behind that mask...hide behind the shell...GOD PLEASE LOOK OVER ME....I just couldnt sleep yest night cause all those thoughts and miseries haunt me!! I just want them to go away for good....


VALLY JUST NEEDS HIS TIME ALONE!!!!!
DO NOT DISTURB TILL WHENEVER!


& to feel yours on mine again♥