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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
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♥Sunday, August 17, 2008
@ 3:33 PM

Well.....has been ages since i wrote a post...well this wan gona be a long one anyway...well GCP is over.....and its like my class got more bonded and guys who were in my class for 4 years finally toked....omg....well.....life is really great though....it was going real great but now....its just getting worse...i think its the o lvl stress and oso alot of other things....for a few days now thinking bout sharmini alot.....its juts so irritating!!!!....WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE!!!!....DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING DEPRESSED I M NOW!!!! damn!!!! that song....seize the day.......memories of her...and now i seein her also....am i hallucinating.!!!!er!!!!i just hate it!!!



EVERYTHIN IS GOIN AGAINST ME!!!.....everytime i get angry....it willl turn to sadness den depression den back to the state i was before.....remembering bout her.....this whole year...i tried not to get angry by joking around more.....telling jokes making jokes bout people.....so that i wan be angry or sad...mainly to get me from getting angry...but its not working!!!! today one idiot keepin askin me if i out with a girll....i keep sayin no and she sayin i lyin......and i think dennis is angry with me cause i lied......dennis really helped me alot.....from being a satanist to coming back to church...his advice helped me and guided me.....and nw...i tink hes angry with me cause i lied...i m sorrie.....and i just ant take it anymore.....the memories are back...i cant throw it away!!!! GOD WAT IS HAPPENING!!!!!.......i came back to church to get rid of those fuckers in my life....to change...but i find more people here.....more people gossipin bout me thinkin i dun know....WELL FYI!!!!! I KNOW THAT YOU ASSHOLES ARE TALKIN BEHIND MY BACK IN CHURCH!!!!.....they are makin me more pissed....and i just keep thinkin bout sharmini....just a few mins ago it happen......STOP TALKIN BEHIND MY BACK!!!! if u not happy with me or dont like me say it to my fuckin faCE!!!!



I just have no1 again......i have so many people around me but i just feel dam lonely....didnt have these much people with me before.....i didnt felt lonely....but now even ith this much people i just feeling dam lonely.......after sha i just needed god only....i still need him.....but just these people aint makin life easier for me....i just cant take it!!!!! WHY IS EVERYTHING WRONG HAPPENING WITH ONLY ME!!!!!! BEin a satanist wasnt the biggest mistake....now im gettin my punishment.....i just dont need any1 anymore......no need church no need friends!!!! just leave me fucking alone!!! iwana b alone now!!!!!! i don need any1!!!!! just piss off!!!! get off my life!!!! wana talk bad bout me talk to my freaking face!!!! dn u dare tok behind my back.....i just dn find the need to even live nowadays.....life is just screwin me up!!!!i taken so much of this gossip and so much of this crap....y shld i act anymore.....y shld i pose myself to b happy anymore....y shld i b a joker anymore....y shld i show to people im happy and lifes ok anymore.....for wat shit!!!!.....i not gona show m happy...and just for their sake and mine....let this drama go on......NOT ANYMORE!!! I AM SICK OF ACTING!!!! i just gona do what i wangt alreayd...don need those fakers who act as if they care!!!!!!!!!! people also wana call me a chauvanist....let it be!!!!!i don care!!!!! I sick of acting that everything is really alright and life is really happy!!!!!! NO MORE!!!!!!!!!


Born as a boy
Live as a man
Die as a legend


& to feel yours on mine again♥