Well...today sucked...had my mt paper
it was killer...dam wish i dont fail...
O ya today also jeremy and kasturi 7 mth
anni....haha wish them all the best and a hapy life...
o lvl cmin...dam stress!!!....and well...
still writing poems and songs.....
serves me like a past time you noe...
o yea ppl can u pls tag ....its so empty leh...
well here goes another....its called letter to the dead
Laying on the floor, crying over you.
What did I do to deserve to be treated like this?
Did I say the wrong thing, or touch you the wrong way?
But I will never know because next to me is a gun.
A gun with only one bullet; a gun to take my out of this horrible confusing world.
This world is not a place for me to be.
I don’t think that I can take anymore heartbreak.
I fall in love with you and then you walk away without a kind word.
I roll over onto my stomach, clutching the gun with one hand;
in the other is a picture of you.
I place the picture of you over my heart and then the gun on top of that.
I slowly pull the trigger; I feel the bullet pierce my heart.
But than nothing; no more pain, or heartbreak, or whatever else you can throw at me. You walk in the door to find me, but it’s too late.
There I am, lying on my floor bleeding for you, again; only this time it will be my last.
Damn.....wish i could just shoot myself dead....whats wrong with me...
Am i crazy waiting for you....what i had for you was real love....
I loved you more than anyone....you knew it....but yet....fate always has
a bad thing of stabbing you in the back.....exam stress.....headache...and you
keep entering my mind........well....shit happens and life goes on....
but yet...the thought of you still reamins...i really missin u more than i used to
Cause every tear that flows falls into the ocean
And rises to the sky
And then the rain will come
Right before the sun shines...
