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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
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♥Monday, April 28, 2008
@ 6:52 PM

Always thought.....how my life is now....it wouldn't get worse....that it was picking up abit....life once starting to turn abit more happier....the chance of hope still kept me strong....but again....nothing last forever....including happiness....today she called me.....i was really happy....i was oso suprised....guess some ppl went to go tell her that the whole reason for this blog was about different girls....she didn't even check with me...but believe everyone out there....and finally she said what i thought she would never say...."Can you just get a life!!!!".....those freaking words!!!....just....that sec....all the hope all the happiness went dwn.....well i really did think life was picking up....everything was changin.....but still....well....maybe it is true...i was never fated to be happy...i dont care if all my x's r reading this...but i oni was att to her for very short period.....but i just really loved her alot.....more than all my x's put together...but well....i guess what wrong things i did...are coming back to haunt me....i just couldnt take words she said man......i just don't know what to do in life anymore.....you really were my everything.......and i missing you for so long.....like a stray to my friends.....just longing for the day for you to come back.....eventhough i tear for you everyday...i just have the feeling left that i want you back.....this pain hurts...but still....i just miss you girl......well.....i started this blog to show to the world how much i loved u!!!...but now....all hope has finally fade.....you left me out with suicidal memories.....i once upon time did fall in love....now amd really falling apart...all this quotes for you i say to myself.....guess this blog....everythin its all gone to waste.....
This song i wrote it for you just minutes before new years day.....even when you were att to ur x....i still loved u still.....i was a idiot.....fuck this blog....fuck life...fuck everything....everythin is lost.....guess life for me is a lost way...i have no path!! i have no way!!!.....its all me.....i have nth.....but i still miss you.....I REALLY MISSS YOU!!

I miss staying up late and hearing your voice,
I just love the way talk and make noise

I mis the time you wear tearing,
I stopped everything to make sure you were smiling

I miss when you tried to make me jealous,
When i got mad and apologised first

I miss going to the movies with you and not watching,
Just wanting each other there was the main thing

I miss the times walking you home,
Having great times of our own

I miss the times holding you in my hands,
Promising I will never let you go till the end

I miss the times when you hurt me so,
Still making you laugh and never letting you know

I miss the time you said we would be together
But now happiness and love gone FOREVER!!!

I will still tell you....i loved you more than any of my x's....you were really the one and only for me......guess no one should ever hope too much...cause in the end...all their dreams and hopes fades into time.....I HATE THIS BLOG!! I HATE MY LIFE!!! I DONT NEED A LIFE ANYMORE!!!


& to feel yours on mine again♥