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HELLO♥
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i miss you.
i miss your smile.
and i still shed a tear every once in a while.
and even though its different now.
youre still here somehow.
my heart wont let you go.
and i need you to know.
i miss you.


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Vengeance Is Served♥

KELVIN VALENTINO VICTOR. :D
nineteen .
soccer.
playing the guitar.
entertaining people.
14021992.

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LOVES♥

her.
my friends.
myself.


DESIRES♥

her.
her.
her.


SPOKEN TEARS♥





LINKS♥

Chandini
Dawn:P
DIANA ! :D
GEn
Hui wen
Jerome
Ralph
Robyn gwee!!
Syndris
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone
someone


MY PAST♥

April 2008
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July 2009
October 2011


CREDITS♥
designer: Pu Fang((:
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♥Sunday, April 27, 2008
@ 9:07 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIL!!!....gil is finally a teenager....woopp...haha anw...today was real fun....studied alot today sia...dam nerdy....haha anw finally finished my next song.......11 days....still thinkin of u......i dun want u back....but well u get in my head always!!!!just get out of my head.....i know theres someone better.....but u keep making me blind!!!STOP IT AND GET OUT!!!....u dun own my life anymre....i have to control it...i m goin to......i still living in the bloody river.....and thats what the song is about....STAYING INSIDE THE BLOODY RIVER!!!

Dark red bloody river,
slowly streaming down my arm.
Each drop having a meaning,
of sadness and self-inflicting harm.
Nobody knows or even wants to understand,
the battle I fight everyday.
I only get constant judgment,
which leads my heart to feel anger and hate.
My friends just think im crazy,
and dont want to take the time to see.
All the trauma, pain, and fear,
going on inside of me.
Nobody will ever get it,
as I keep living this lifestyle.
It can continue for weeks, months, or even years.
I have nobody that will listen,
and nobody to dry my tears.
The blood I see is my only comfort,
as I have lost many friends due to this obsession.
It hurts to see them go,
but they cant handle this situation.
I will live on scarring my body,
as in life im not even considered.
Keep on living this life alone,
in the midst of the bloody river.


& to feel yours on mine again♥