our love is a dead flower.

♥Tuesday, June 16, 2009

@ 8:21 AM

Just got back from camp....and slept for bout 15 hours...not enough rest i guess...well camp was fun at the last day alot of sec 3's really opened up to god and was really suprised to know that. WWJD was really fun eventhough there were a few mishaps were they started calling rachel a witch and all the boys wacked up steven....had to do some scolding after that but i guess they really understood how bad things can get when they are put to be really low in their life...guess i too understand cause i really couldnt believe i lost my temper to them....anw the next day prayover is when things went abit wary....things were not going all right and i was scared that it was cause i didnt fast and pray enough....the kids were not prepared at all....and guess it was really scary being the most spiritual part of the camp. But thankfully we came in together at the last moment to really pray and unite together and keept satan away from the place. BUt as you know...The more we bind and cast satan out...the more he comes back to return. While we were praying over the presence of satan was there. all of use had to cast him out. Alot of them really opened up after that. After prayover some of the oldies met with us and we discussed about it...they talked about it and gab confirmed that devil was there in our mist. Satan is a sore loser who lost the war and just cant admit it. We all talked it out and things got abit cleared and better. After that jock was talking to me about st michael the archangel and i suddenly just remembered about my aunt told me before that st michael was my guardian angel and that i had to pray to him for him to guide me. Before we left we prayed and we also said the prayer to st michael the archangel.

Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness
and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him,
we humbly pray;
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host -
by the Divine Power of God -
cast into hell,
satan and all the evil spirits,
who roam throughout the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Guess alot of us have forgotten about prayer...and i have forgotten how devil can easily attack to those who are closer to god. Our fear of devil is the thing that makes him stronger day by day. I should always remeber to pray to st michael the archangel to protect me and the people around me from the evil and influence of satan and save god's people from the devil. As i prepare for the sec1&2 camp i will keep this prayer in mind and pray for the guidance of god and the holy spirit to proclaim the word of god and to show that i do belive in my lord god.

& to feel yours on mine again♥

♥Sunday, June 7, 2009

@ 11:27 PM

Hey hey....haven't blogged in awhile....just been super lazy to do it since poly start and having all the church camps to orgainze. Lets not forget that my common test is this weekend!!!! STRESS ALERT!!!!BOOM!! haha...well just came back from facil training camp ...was really fun..especially minefield which was like the super most irritatin but fun game. Well was just praying and doing a small p&w as usual...and i just started to play a song that i never heard and played for since like 2 years ago. The songs name is WHEN GOD RAN. Just thought of the song after sharing bout my life to the others andmy experience with god. I remember this song cause i remembered that after hearing this song is when i really cried...its when i really begged god to forgive me cause i have been away from his arms for so long and when i wanted him back in my life he would come back running to grab me in his arms , wipe my tears and say that he loves me. My whole spiritual life started from there and looking back at my past i just realised how much i have changed and matured as a normal guy and also spiritually. This song is just my fav P&W song ever...and when i was playing it i just started to cry when i was singing the chorus.....those words are so powerful that everytime i sing it....tears will just start to fall from my eyes....and i just want to post it so everyone can see it

Almighty God, the great I am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome Lord
Victorious warrior, commanding King of Kings Mighty conqueror,
and the only time the only time I ever saw Him run

Was when He ran to me,
He took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest,
said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice He said,
“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise when God ran

The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time – it was the only time I ever saw Him run

And then He ran to me,
He took me in His arms Held my head to His chest,
said “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face,
wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,“Son do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise as
He brought me to my knees When God ran – I saw Him run to me

I just want to thank god for all the gifts and people he has given. I just pray for him to guide me throughout my life and for the upcoming camps.
Also the one person that has also made me happy besides god and my family would be my dearest baby diana. I just love you to bits girl!!! Thank you for always being with me there at my happy times and my worse of times. God has really sent u to put smiles on my face and have been smiling since the day u came into my life even before we were attatched. My girlfriend diana erika lee is one of the most impt ppl i cherish in my entire life and there will never pass a day that i will stop thanking god for sending her into my life. I just pray for his guidance in our relationship and that he will be with us in spirit so that we can serve his people.Diana if you are reading this....the moments we always spent together were priceless and i will never have anyone better to always be my side. You are the light to my darkness and the cure to my sickness. Forevermore i will just want to love u with all heart till death do us part. No matter how deep the ocean was and hard the wind blew....i will cross all of that to be with you to say I LOVE YOU.

& to feel yours on mine again♥

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